{"id":1077,"date":"2014-08-23T07:59:16","date_gmt":"2014-08-23T13:59:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.kathy-fish.com\/?p=1077"},"modified":"2014-08-23T07:59:16","modified_gmt":"2014-08-23T13:59:16","slug":"still-writing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kathy-fish.com\/?p=1077","title":{"rendered":"Still writing&#8230;?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Here is Dani Shapiro&#8217;s answer to a question we writers get a lot and it has inspired the hell out of me this morning:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>&#8220;I usually nod and smile, then quickly change the subject. But here is what I&#8217;d like to put my fork down and say: Yes, yes, I am. I will write until the day I die, or until I am robbed of my capacity to reason. Even if my fingers were to clench and wither, even if I were to grow deaf or blind, even if I were unable to move a muscle in my body save for the blink of one eye, I would still write. Writing saved my life. Writing has been my window&#8211;flung wide open to this magnificent, chaotic existence&#8211;my way of interpreting everything within my grasp. Writing has extended that grasp by pushing me beyond my comfort, beyond safety, past my self-perceived limits. It has softened my heart and hardened my intellect. It has been a privilege. It has whipped my ass. It has burned into me a valuable clarity. It has made me think about suffering, randomness, good will, luck, memory, responsibility, and kindness, on a daily basis&#8211;whether I feel like it or not. It has insisted that I grow up. That I evolve. It has pushed me to get better, to <em>be<\/em> better. It is my disease and my cure. It has allowed me not only to withstand the losses in my life but to alter those losses&#8211;to chip away at my own bewilderment until I find the pattern in it. Once in a great while, I look up at the sky and think that, if my father were alive, maybe he would be proud of me. That if my mother were alive, I might have come up with the words to make her understand. That I am changing what I can. I am reaching a hand out to the dead and to the living and the not yet born. So yes. Yes. Still writing.&#8221;~Dani Shapiro, from &#8220;Still Writing: The Perils and Pleasures of a Creative Life&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Here is Dani Shapiro&#8217;s answer to a question we writers get a lot and it has inspired the hell out of me this morning: &#8220;I usually nod and smile, then quickly change the subject. But here is what I&#8217;d like to put my fork down and say: Yes, yes, I am. 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